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[Sunday
April 22nd, 2007
(1:37pm)] |
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i lied to justin about......... i can't even count. more than 12 times though, that's for sure.
and after he forgave me for lying the first time,
surely enough about ten seconds later, he caught me in another lie.
i'm not going to lie anymore, though.
i'm done with it.
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[Friday
April 20th, 2007
(11:12am)] |
I HAVE A NEW MYSPACE.
and i look pathetic and unpopular because i have no friends/comments and the only persons myspace i could remember was michel's.
SO.
add me pls
www.myspace.com/lolshaz
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[Sunday
April 8th, 2007
(10:35am)] |
merry easter motherfuckers.
i leave tomorrowwwwwww
but he moves there in like three weeks.
p. nice, i guess.
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[Saturday
April 7th, 2007
(10:41pm)] |
justin might be moving to minnesota in may.
as in. three weeks or so.
I AM SO HAPPY.
my mom already said it was okay.
he says his mom would be fine with it as long as he got his GED first.
soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
hi.
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[Saturday
April 7th, 2007
(4:17pm)] |
i've been crying like all day today.
i don't want to go home.
it's freezing cold, so that sucks.
jesus rises from the dead tomorrow!!!!!!
i think me and justin are fighting right now cause like. he sprayed our potential children all over his bed, he was trying to spray it on me but i jumped out of the way. and he doesn't believe me that it got all over his blanket and then he was like just. holding me down. and sticking the blanket on me. and i did not want that in my face, you guys. i didn't.
so i was all
GET OFF I HATE YOU
and he was all
SAY IT TO MY FACE
so i did. and now he's eating or something. i don't know.
we've spent approximently $400 on food since i've been here. it's whack. we have seven dolla left.
i have lots and lots of pictures. but my camera broke yesterday so the only ones i have of me n him are on a disposable. the ones on the digital are all of like. dead bunnies and sleeping squirrels and weird looking houses and stuff.
i don't know. we didn't do much but like.
it was pretty much the best two weeks of my life.
it just felt so right.
it's going to be hard walking away from him at the airport knowing it would be so simple to just stay. but he's coming at the beginning of may when my mom gets out of the halfway house so that's pretty nice, i guess.
and then he's moving to minnesota in september.
i'm pretty excited.
I AM IN LOVE YOU GUYS.
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[Sunday
March 25th, 2007
(6:11am)] |
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15 hours
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[Saturday
March 24th, 2007
(6:55pm)] |
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26 HOURS 14 MINUTES.
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[Friday
March 23rd, 2007
(12:41pm)] |
WHICH ONE OF YOU IDIOTS USED MY MESOS.
when i quit i had 1.9 mil.
AND NOW I HAVE 800K?
HOW DID IT HAPPEN.
I WANT THEM BACK.
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[Thursday
March 22nd, 2007
(11:01pm)] |
i'm tired but justin's grandma is hogging the phone so i can't go lay down or whatever.
i wonder if kaity's still alive.
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[Thursday
March 22nd, 2007
(1:36pm)] |
PS: THREE DAYS!!!!!!!!!!
tomorrow it will be the DAY AFTER TOMORROW!!!!!!
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[Thursday
March 22nd, 2007
(1:34pm)] |
today is justin's birthday, so that's pretty nice.
i called kaity this morning cause she's met edward and everything but she didn't answer, so i thought she might be dead.
BUT SHE CALLED ME BACK!!!! and she was alive. and told me to call back l8r cause edwards flight had been delayed.
SO I DID, and she was still alive and stuff and it made me so nervous about sunday, BUT IF KAITY CAN DO IT I CAN DO IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
what if i'm a bad kisser.
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[Thursday
March 22nd, 2007
(9:22am)] |
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KAITY IS WITH EDWARD AND I TRIED CALLING HER, BUT SHE DIDNT ANSWER, AND WHAT IF SHE'S DEAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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[Monday
March 19th, 2007
(8:47pm)] |
soldier WOOD
soldier soldier WOOD
FIVE DAYS
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[Thursday
March 15th, 2007
(11:31am)] |
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TEN DAYS.
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[Wednesday
March 14th, 2007
(3:09pm)] |
eleven days.
but i think me n justin r fighting.
I'M SAD.
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[Tuesday
March 13th, 2007
(6:30pm)] |
today i was talking to justin on the phone and then evie was like..... coughing.
so i'm like "here evie, take a drink of my water."
and as she's about to take a drink with her lips on my cup and my hand holding the cup for her she blew chunks everywhere. big brown chunks.
all over my hand. and in my water. and i was like.
puking.
it was so gross. and my grandma wasn't home so i had to clean it up and i was serious like. gagging/dry heaving the whole entire time.
once crystal said to me "go die in a whole shantell"
and it makes me giggle everytime i think about it.
thirteen days.
it was super nice out today. and. it made me want to be skinny.
EVERYTIME I'M NOT TALKING TO JUSTIN I GET SUPER CRANKY AND I JUST REALIZED THIS.
i suck.
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| fourteen days. |
[Sunday
March 11th, 2007
(11:32am)] |
so i was supposed to go to virginia tomorrow.
buttttttt
justin couldn't move into his apartment because there was a leak under the bathtub and they have to rip the floor/tub out and redo everything so yesterday i had to reschedule my flight and i cried so hard while i was doing it.
but THEN.
me and justin three way'd my mom and we were talking and stuff. and my mom said that if justin moved here this summer/fall. she'd help him get a job and help us get an apartment and emancipate me etc.
soooo basically. she said that if i get a job. she'll emancipate me in september.
and i........................... ME AND JUSTIN WENT APARTMENT HUNTING AND FOUND ONE WITH A BLACK FRIDGE AND MARBLE COUNTERTOPS. YOU GUYS.
I'M GOING TO HAVE A BLACK FRIDGE AND MARBLE COUNTERTOPS
and all we do anymore is make grocery lists and go furniture shopping online and we have everything figured out.
AND I AM SO EXCITED. AND HAPPY.
AND THIS IS GOING TO BE AMAZING.
in other news, 14 days. again.
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[Tuesday
February 27th, 2007
(10:44am)] |
all i ever do anymore is fall asleep when i'm supposed to call/get online to talk to justin and i'm pretty sure he's starting to hate me for it.
i registered for my GED classes on monday, but i think i'm just going to wait until this fall. there's no point in me doing right it now when i wouldn't even be able to take the test til this october.
or actually i could take the classes now and get an age waiver and take the test this summer, but what's the point when i could just take the test without the classes this fallllllll?
huh?
i was supposed to go to virginia the day after tomorrow. but justin and his mom can't move into their apartment until next weekend. so now i'm going ... next weekend. WHY. IT KEEPS GETTING POSTPONED AND IT MAKES ME SO SAD.
all i ever do anymore is talk to/about justin. owellz.
so now it's what. eleven days. IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE TWO!!!!!!!!!!
at least i could lose some weight before i went.
my mom moves into the halfway house tomorrow. and then she'll be there for a whopping seventy five days until she can come home. but then there's always the chance that she has to go to jail. but they're thinking she'll just be put on probation.
whatev.
all i want is a new cookie. why won't anyone leave me alone.
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